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the weekend fest!

2009-08-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

woke up to an early brunch on sat.. wif c&a n the bf. croques and ice coffee jus makes my morning even happier! loves swiss bakery *grins* wish i can go dere for a nice relaxing breakfast everyday!! i had ham & cheese croques n the bf had rosti wif bratwurst. the pastries are lovely n the bf was so tempted by de danish, he had to get one whilest making payment. hehe. he neva fails to get a rasin danish everytime!

zoomed to ice cream chef next.. peanut butter, hersey & chocolate n iced milo mixed in wif maltesers.. yummy~ A treat me! which makes it all de more yummylicious~

while C & A headed to town, we went home for afternoon of massage n facial for the bf(how nice rite?) before we go to jack's place for dinner! its a food fest saturday!

ended our day wif a funny, romantic n touching midnight show.. the proposal. loves de show! i gif it 4.5/5 popcorns! its de best day in a long time. wish everyday can be leddat. hee~

my food came first this time! (bf complains dat de food i order alwaiz take a long time to arrive)

his food arrived shortly after i was laughing dat his food is slower den mine now >.<

bf loves his rosti~

bf wants more food!

C & A

bf showing A his doodle jump game

A is addicted to doodle jump! doesnt wanna return the phone. lol.

Work today was relaxing! came in 2 hours later den usual and did my daily routine, but de server was giving loads of problems dat i culdnt do much work today.. hehe. de computer wants me to rest more! met C & A in the quest for our sports shoes! saw this lovely pair at adidas, gonna check out more tml before deciding. if i can't find another pair i lyk, i'll get the adidas. hopefully tml, we'll see nicer designs from asics. can't use the 40% off asics cos we can't wait so long :( i can't wait to get my new sports shoes! hehe :D i go for design rather den functionality. i cant help it, i jus dun wanna wear ugly shoes even if its really gd. it has alwais been dat way. lol. btw, i didnt realise i was a size 6! alwaiz thot i was a size 7 but apparently it was too big, i culdnt even fit into a 6.5! hehe. i've got small feet.

the hunt for new sport shoes!

i'm slpy n tired

C is alwaiz happy when dere is food.

can see we're all tired cept for A whose till hyper..

2009-08-18T07:50:00.000-07:00

hmm. i noe i've been gone too long~ partly cos i got lazy, not totally. partly is also cos of the lack of camera! (haf my eyes set on Leica M8) ain't gonna get it thou. its abt $4999?? anyway the boyfren n i are comtemplating on a Nikon D40 or was it D50. way affordable~~

lifes been depressing after exams, it was a sudden lost. waking up not knowing what to do after de repetitive schedule on rising early to study. with only 4 hours of slp everyday for the whole month! i better produce results man. the boyfren has alwaiz been doing well in his studies. he scored full marks for his lab test yest! so proud! but the boyfren has alwaiz been the smart one (for studies only.. he still seeks my help sometimes. hee~)

anyway, i've been bumming ard for 2 mths before i got a job at Hwa Chong Institution as an assistant HR officer. This is abt my 4th week in HCI n i'm still loving it~ love de ppl working in HCI. everybody is so nice n my boss is so motherly! its been a joy working dere! tml, we'll be going kk hospital to see de mgr of HR dept! she jus gave birth to a baby boy~~ so cute!

got my loots frm the mail today!! so excited. love love!

okie~ some back dated photos! tried to post the cinderella photo of boyfren but was not approved. sad. hehe. dun think he'll ever allow it to go online. gosh! these photos are super old! abt a yr ago? when i was young :( anyhoo~ de recent fotos are all on fb! too lazy to post them here too!

dun think i've ever had this act cute pose. hehe.

2nd act cute pose!

monkies~ cute rite?

my fave!

the preparation for the ciderella part. rest is censured!

2009-05-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

oh man.. i'm at de midway point.
sometimes i jus feel lyk giving up, but i can't. deres no giving up in life.
so i continue to push. push, push, push.
jus can't wait for it to be over!
think maybe i've overestimated myself this year..
i need a drive! i'm so restless..
somebody save me~
2 more weeks
i'm going crazy!
hang in dere melissa.. it'll fly by, lyk a breeze..

2009-04-13T01:08:00.001-07:00

Cold As You

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
Died for you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

2009-04-11T09:35:00.000-07:00

i never really like changes. i never really like it when things suddenly happens dat do not go according to plan. maybe cos i do not adapt well or maybe cos i just like things to stay de way it is.

its funny how things you learn in theory happens before your eyes. well dats where theory comes from in the first place rite? but to see it playing out in front you just leaves u dazzled. its so surreal.

i like otia... some parts of it at least. I like the chapter on power and authority. it says that power is when A can make B do things that B otherwise would not do. power can be seen in all sorts of relationship, with parents, friends, colleagues, teachers, superiors.
but how does power come abt?
1. knowledge
2. leverage
3. dependance

i love the phrase

with knowledge comes power

which is very true. esp in terms of the principle n agent theory. the knowledge about the person you want to control or to manipulate. its so easy to make the person do ur bidding becos u know the person's strength and weaknesses. you use it as a leverage to get what you want. you play the cards rite. it makes it so much easier dat the person is so dependent on you. becos you know that the person know his so dependent on you and can't do wifout you that you can ensure he has no choice but to listen to you. dats y in pmkg you do not depend on just one supplier.

n now de question would be how to apply it in life? how do you prevent this in your relationship with ur superiors and colleagues or friends? how do you ensure that ur trust do not get taken advantage of and you dun get manipulate by the ppl close to you? wat do u do when it happens to u?

do we not trust ppl den? do we try to take advantage of ppl first before we are taken advantage of? or do we just simply let them do it? can we just walk away? pretend nothing happen? where are the solutions to this theories? do we just keep playing the prisoner's dilemma game forever? or haf i jus not read finish the chapter?!!

haiz.. do u haf the power?

2009-04-09T10:46:00.001-07:00

i'm missing again.. but wats new.. heh.
was helping my bro to do his blog n it occurred to me dat i needa update. hehe.

1) i need to study
2) i can't wait for exams to be over
3) i need to study
4) i dun wan exams to start
5) i need to study
6) i want to post on lookbook wif kw!!
7) i need to study
8) i need a camera
9) i need to study
10) i'm gonna wear my pretty white dress tml
11) i need to study
12) needa go sista's dance competition
13) i need to study
14) i miss dance
15) i need to study
16) i needa lose weight

its so hard to focus! i only managed 2 chapters! so slow.. anyway, i'm gonna move on to otia n hrm now. needa read up before rev class. dere goes my weekends...

i've put on 2kgs!! OMG! how did at happen??!! must be the sushi buffets, prata breakfasts, weekend KFCs, afternoon naps, no exercise, nothing, zilch~
gosh~ gotta cut down on my meals.. haiz! how i hate not eating n slping.

anyway, met a long long fren jus now at jalan kayu. lol. see wat i mean.. (how not to put on weight?? lol.) the indian rojak was not bad. hee~ i'm still alive, no worries. althou i must say dat the mutton murtabak wasnt nice.. i think raimah's is nicer. n i prefer simpang teh cino ice. its very overrated, the pricing is really expansive n its noth impressive. de tulang dere 2 years ago wasnt bad, but now i'm not sure was it cos ervin n i walk dere frm sengkang dat affected our taste. Not only was de food bad, service was really bad as well! i'm not expecting first class service or anything but dey were really arrogant! n dey do not even bother to ans u properly when ur seeking for help. just cos dey can charge $2plus for fanciful pratas n $6 for cheese n mushroom murtabak n ppl still flock to their shop does not mean dey can treat paying customers this way! all in all, i wun go back!

my hp camera sucks n i'm too lazy to carry my digi cam anymore. will upload when i get some fotos frm jy.

i love these looks!! (credits: http://lookbook.nu/ )

love de dress n headband!

check out those shoes! ouch~

2009-02-12T05:54:00.001-08:00

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
And I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
And days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

2008-12-05T07:44:00.001-08:00

yep.. i noe. i've been missing again.. hee.. my life jus consist of sex in the city right now. hmm.. i wish i had frens leddat. wait a min. i do.. i do haf.. n i'm missing u babes.. cant wait to see u dolls tml.

n xmas.. xmass is commingg~~ i can't wait.. whether its a jolly or sad xmas. i'll still love it.. i jus noe it!

2008-10-28T07:50:00.001-07:00

heyo~ silly me did a super silly thing jus now. on my way home from school i had this out of this world idea! which turned out to be de stupidest -n i say it out loud- stupidest idea ever!! i decided to alight bus 151 half way n walk to the next bus stop which is de road between defu lane to upper serangoon road.
B-I-G mistake! Note to self: DO NOT try dat again. i nearly got loss as i tried to outsmart myself by trying to cut thru the HDB flats. lol. and in de end, i crossed more den 10 HDB blocks, a park, 2 basketball courts and an overhead bridge. -_-!! anyway. after de whoooole walk i realised i can take bus 112. hee~ shucks.. well at least i got a weee bit of exercise dat i needed. lol.

i'm kinda surprised dat i'm wide awake eva since i woke up at 6.30am in de morning!! whee~~ n i paid attention in class.. so much so i found out what i didnt pay attention to previously. lol. now i hafta catch up on my revision! blady procrastinator. shucks. i seriously need to kick dat bad habit of mine.

lol. anyway. i got down to packing my room again.. cos i messed it up again. lol. now its squeaky clean~ yay!!

i miss my flippy!! Be honoured flippy! ur photo is de first on my blog! hehe. can't wait to see u tml!

2008-10-27T11:47:00.001-07:00

shucks.. its 3am n i can't slp even though i haf class at 8am in de morning.. someone help me~~ haiz. my mind keeps swirling n swirling n yet not off to dreamland.

went to ah yat's abalone restaurant again for dinner today. dunno what de occassion for de treat thou. but its great to eat something nice out of de blue!! i dun haf de pic to upload cos i jus digged in. lol. i will grab de pics frm jy one day n upload.

i miss my flippy!!! n my sis who is currently having fun in china. i miss my lil flippy n de rest! dey have been staying at jy's house since last thurs. maybe dats y i cant slp? lol. i'll try hugging flippy's pillow to sleep again. i dun wanna be slpy n cant concentrate in class tml!

nights~

2008-10-26T02:01:00.002-07:00

done fixing n moving my blog!! hee~

woke up at 4.30am today! send my sista to de airport. hope she got me something from china! yeah~ i'm nice too kaez.. i got her a hairband dat is in gossip girls.

kk gotta go now. my mum is yelling at me to bathe n get ready for my grampma's birthday..

tata!